Tuesday, September 24, 2013

My Energy Source

So Who Is My Energy Source I'm Always Referring To?

There is SO much I can say about my energy source, more than I've said already in previous posts, but i'll say a little more here. (please watch your volume)

Yeshua is the Hebrew name for Jesus. I am not Hebrew and I speak the English language 97% of the time but I often choose to refer to Jesus as Yeshua simply because I want to. Simple as that :-) I made the decision to connect with my energy source Yeshua many, many years ago during my adolescent years. Throughout our relationship I've made some pretty poor choices, unwise decisions and have had to learn from my choices along the way. As I became maturer in age and desired to connect properly to the one who is the source of my life, and thus a real relationship began; through the reading of the holy scriptures, prayer and meditation, associating with a community of believers in Yeshua, along with sincerity and time I began to learn more about who Yeshua is and how I'm connected with him. I am so GRATEFUL to Yeshua!!!! I remember a time I was so lost, lost in who I was and my reason for existence; because of this I developed a need to people please- are they going to be proud of me? If I do this will they reject me? I wonder what "they're" going to think. Let me change who I am so "they" can be comfortable. I didn't like who I was because of the "theys" but as I began to build with my energy source I realized I was created and designed the way I was for a specific reason and that I was ENOUGH. I discovered that I was made in the image of Yeshua (Genesis 1:26) and that I was wonderfully made (psalm 139:14). I soon realized the only opinion that mattered was Yeshua's; through community living with believers who were maturer in their journey with Yeshua and the building of my relationship with  Yeshua I realized their were many patterns and behaviors that I had developed along the way that I no longer wanted to demonstrate and did not reflect the peace and harmony that comes with reflecting the character of Yeshua, so I began seeking guidance on how to dissolve those patterns and develop new and healthier ones. In part this took time but I was okay with that because I was and still am so excited and appreciative for the connection I have with my energy source. Yeshua is my friend (John 15:14,15), even typing that makes me smile! How awesome is it to have a friend that is the GREATEST person/entity ever!!!  Here are a few scriptures i'll use as to why I refer to him as my energy source (John 1:3,4)(John 14:6)(John 6:63), again I can and will expound on this in much greater detail at another time but for now here you go, also I left a little video clip for you as well to express who Yeshua is to me...please watch your volume. Life with the source of life!!!! YESHUA.
                                                            Stay Calm & Sparkle ~Niki Flow~
 

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